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"Theywereafterhim.YouwokemeupjustasIwasgoingtosavehimandbringhimbae.Oh,whydidyouhavetowakeme?"
"Besensible,girl.KingDimitriisawonderfulmaakeself.Howcouldhebepursuedbybadmen?"saidAishatenderlyarrangingthegirl’sruffledhairwithherfingers.DornahadbeenphercarebyDimitriwhenhebroughthertotheKingdomofDreamsandAishahadanalmostmotherlyloveforthisunprincipledbutsoverylovablewaif.Dornawasnowagrownupgirl,andsinceshehadneverknownthewarmthofamother’slove,sheexuberatedunderAisha’scareandalwaysactedlikeachildbeforeher.Nowshepoutedlikeaspoiltchild,
"It’sallyourfault.YouwokemebeforeIcouldsavehimandbringhimhome.Nowhe’sgoneagain!"
"Timeforyourmathcss,Dorna.Whereareyourshoes?"
"Idon’tliketowearshoes.Idon’tlikematheither!"
"OK!We’llreadhistoryihen.”Sosaying,thetwoleftforthestudyandStephaus,AngelidSamantharetiredtotheirrooms.Thegreathallresumeditsmajesticsilence.
InthisPaceofDreams,timeslippedbysilentlyasthesandthroughthelongslenderfingersofabeautifulwoman,oraspainstakingasthehsssetinthequietdeeprecessesofanapace.Whatistime?Whatsignificedoesithave?Thosesleaperingfingerswhichbelongtoalonelywomanonthebeach,pyingidlywiththesandortoyingwiththeclustersofweeds.Herfragranceisdifferentfromthatofflowersorratheritisanartificialperfume.Herbodytemperatureisdifferentfromtheheatofthesunshine.Sandslipsslowlythroughherfingersastheydointhehssofaimes.Toknowthemeaningandsignifie,weshouldperhapsknowwhatisonhermindasshenguidlytoyswiththeweedsorwatchesthesandslipthroughherslenderfingers.
Dimitrisatyawningandstretghimself.Therefleofthefieryautumnsunfilteredintohisdipidatedshelter.Itwastooearlytogooutyet.Dr.ElinaGelbartwouldnotbehometilfterdark.Aswastheusualcaseafteragoodnap,Dimitrifelthispenisharden.Itgavehimahappy,fortablefeelingbecauseitmeanthewasstillphysicallystroretchedandsaid,
"Suchislife!Thisiswonderful!"Abigfatmousewhichlivedinamouseholeintheshelteralsowokeupandpokedhisheadout.LikeDimitri,seeingthesun,itkwastooearlytogolookingforfood,soitcloseditsbeadyeyesabacktosleep.Inthissociety,Dimitriwaslikethemouse,uselessbutalsoharmless.Hethenthoughtofthecigarettegirl,Dorna.ShewasnowinhisKingdomofDreamswithpeopletolookafterher.Sheshouldbesafeandhappy.Butthatwomanwhosesleaperingfingersyingwithweedsandsand,whowasshe?AtDimitri’sage,hewasnumbtoloveanditspassions.Tohim,theyweremeaningless.Butheretaihelustyanimalneedsofsexaddedwithhumanfantasy-anicchemicalreas-whichwereinstilledintohimatbirth.Hispeniswasstillhardandstraightasadrytwig.Inaimespeoplerubbedtwodriedstickstogethertoproducefire.Wouldhispenisburstintofmesifherrubbedittinuously?AtDimitri’sagehewasnumbtothepassionsofromanticlove,thoughheretaihoselustyanimalneedsforsex,coupledwithhumanfantasy,thanic,chemieedswhichwereinstilledintohimatbirth.Hedidnotrequireactualfulfillmentofhisdesires.Acertaindegreeofimpulsewasenoughtokeephisfleshbodyinastateofhappihebranchesdidnothavetoberubbedtilltheyburstintofmes.AtDimitri’sage,loveanditspassionsweremeanihoughhestillretaihelustyneedsofanimalimpulseswithwhichallmenwereborn.Animalsdonotuandthepleasuresoftheascetic.Themouseholewasanook,likethemiddleoftheletterY.Toperpetuateitsspecies,itneededsex.Dimitriwonderedhowlongheaintainhispresentphysicaldition.Perhapsonedayhetoowouldbelikethedriedupbranch,withnofantasyofloveorsexualdrive.Hewouldthehepleasuresoftheascetic.As,theascetidtheuninhibitedbothstimutethefleshbodyandmakeithappy.Dimitrithenthoughtofthevegetationworld.Sexlesspollinationwouldmakelifesimpleandisperhapsthereasevity.Ifonlytreescouldthink,itwouldbeideal.Ifpartofatreehadthefacultyofthinking,itcouldfindjoyinptingthesereranquillityofnatureandlivehundredsofyears.Thatwouldbewonderful.Butalso,vegetationhasnothought.That’sthefwthatmarsitsperfe.However,Dimitrithoughthewassatisfiedtobewhathewas-afleshandbloodmammal!Heyawnedagain.Itwasstilltooearly,bettergobacktosleepandseeifaingdreamswouldetohim.Hispeniswasstillhardasabrandasstraight.
Aishasatreadingatherwhiteiniddeskgildedingold.Dornawasquietlytakingoutandthumbihebooksinthebookcasesthatlihewallsoftheroomfromfloortoceiling.Herpinksocksweresoundlessonthepinkcarpet,onlytheflippingofthepagesbroketheserenesilence.OccasionallyAishawouldgnceupfromherreadingtoseewhatDornawasdoingandsmileather.
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